I read your blog, and i am wondering who the person you are talking about is. Could you tell me the answer before you leave in 5 days time. ( if you are actually reading this blog post.)
Went out with sherman and edrick to comex fair for the 2nd time, cos sherman wanted to view his CPU and some desktops there. Then later went out to catch star wars at AMK HUB with them, haha. After the show ended was ard 11.40 pm, rotted in the arcade for ard 30 mins or less till edrick father came and fetch them all to serangoon gardens. I decided to walk back home, as there was no more public transport and i didnt want to cab back cos im rather broke.
Thus i began walking home, i began crying just as i had my first few steps on the way home. The reason i was crying was because i felt that if i persevered longer in certain parts of my life, it would be better for me, i thought of every negative and positive thing that could happen to me. The journey back home seemed really hard, almost impossible. As i began walking, i didnt look back, looking back would be encouraging but also de-motivational. I learnt that in life, if your thrown into a situation, you would jolly well have to complete it. And that was what i did to myself, i said" i had to walk home by hook or by crook" and here i am typing this blog post.
I came back 13 mins ago, thinking of love, reading the past blog that we brothers established almost more then a year ago. I thought of you, but your just a memory, a illusion, you're there but you are not seeing me, never will & never would.
Im not feeling very well, probably im tired. the first cut is indeed the deepest.
I've been thinking about the word 约定. What does it really mean ? so many different meanings in different context, i get confused to even define the word thus explaining my title. Heard about my friend's problem abt relationship, and i felt that (execution) part of love would one day run out of surpirses, creativity and uniqueness. The only thing that can bond of you would truely be caring and concern for each other mutually in the simplest ways.
I was thinking of having my own family, to have maybe a son. He would be calling me daddy!! how cute right ? but okie, i dumped that thought back into space cause i felt that somethings should not be forced. Let nature take its course.
I know i am going to do regret about my actions in probably 11 or 12 days time ? When you are gone, i know i will miss you like before. But i stand strong to remain unmoved . Why ? Im too hurt to speak when i think about you.
I NEED TO EXPRESS MY DEEEPEST HATED THOUGHT FOR THE DAY!! I NEVER CATCH THE NEW SHOWWW, FUCK IS THE WORD SERIOUSLY. okok, back to the zoo trip, photos all in huiee blog la, lazy to upload, anddddddddd it was raining quite heavily for a while, we trained for NAPFA in the zoo today, saw some animals acting weirdly and life was rather happy la. LALALA, im tired to blog la, time for a new day, dawnnn upon me light!! *shine shine*
im feeling angry now. If someone asked me why i am angry, the reason i can give them would be im tired cos i went to swim like a madman just now. But is that the only reason ? my heart is aching, i dont know why. It hurts.
i have been feeling so damn moody these days, i believe its the weather that is torturing me constantly. I shall go for my afternoon swim later, for now ill just watch camp rock ( disney movie =.= ) which is not very nice, but i'll still watch it for the sake of it.
deserted island, im living in an isolated land. TELL ME ABT IT!!
i placed my thoughts all out today, just like how u spread peanut butter on a bread. And thus i resolved every thought that is/would make/making me sadddd. Thus i feel absolutely good now. And as for ervina, take careee lil ervie.
ill be back HOHO
posted @ 10:44 AM
Domokun
I'm the boy who thinks he can be enlightened one day, to be rich and help the world. To do greater good for mankind, but its all pretty bullshit i guess. I just want to be rich and spend time with my girlfriend.♥
I'm the boy who thinks he can be enlightened one day, to be rich and help the world. To do greater good for mankind, but its all pretty bullshit i guess. I just want to be rich and spend time with my girlfriend.♥