I have been feeling very restless today, I am not sure what the main reason is. But i believe its just that i woke up on the wrong side of the bed. My dearie is sick, seeing her sick makes me upset, nt being able to help her much.
You know the feeling where you want to help but cant do anything. Yup! that is how i am feeling now.
I think I am stupid because Im always searching for things to think. It is pure stupidity of me to do so, I will not do it again. I have to be wiser, when will I adapt.
I wont be seeing my baby till monday, memories gush through my mind, I feel happy,nostalgic and silly. Im blogging now because I feel like crying, I dont know why. Somebody should reduce the usage of my tear 'vents'.
*I was born to take care of you*